Ugh.. today sucks!

So I took my Bio test today and while I was taking the test I really thought I knew the material and then afterwards I looked in my notes and realized I didn't know any of it. Hopefully, I'm a good enough bullshitter that I'll do OK on it.

I'm supposed to be doing 10 entries for my Bio journal that's due on Thursday but I gave up. Every time I look up an article and start to read it, my mind goes blank. Ugh! Oh well, it's only worth 10 points so I can afford not to do it.

I have an Algebra test tomorrow. Yuck! At least it's pretty much review from everything that I learned in the last semester.

So my friend called me last night and guess what? I'm not the only person who wants to beat their kid. Sometimes I feel like I'm bi-polar cuz I swear when I snap, I REALLY snap. It takes all my energy to just not hurt her.l That sounds horrible, right?

Well I'm off of here
Crystal

Is this really life?

I'm listening to "Where angels fear to tread" by Remembering Venice. They're a christian band but not like hymns or anything. They're also a local group that my sister goes to shows with to help with the sound board. The lead singer and one of the guitarists go to my church. They're cool guys. Check them out on Myspace.

I had school today, Intro to Psychology and College Algebra. Yea, I'm learning some interesting things, LOL. I have a test tomorrow in my biology class, Environment of life, I should be studying but I choose not to. I wonder how I ever do good on tests when I never studying. I have a test in math on Wednesday and a test in Psych on Monday. WHOO HOO! The life of a college student, right?

I'd rather be reading. Right now I'm reading the Night World series by L.J. Smith. I'm on book one, story one, Secret Vampire. So far it's really good. A teenage girl gets diagnosed with Pancreatic cancer and her best friend, who happens to be a guy she totally loves, is a vampire and he can make her immortal. The thing is, it goes against the laws of the Night World. I'm excited to see how it turns out. LOL!

I really am a boring person, huh? Sorry.

Happy Reading!
Crystal

Church on Sundays

So I was at church today and I really love my church. I'm new to it. Only been going for about a month but it really makes me feel good. So it's got me feeling emotional. Church does that sometimes.

I've had so much sin in my life that it just feels right to give God praise for keeping my head above water. It feels cleansing to praise his name. And don't get me wrong cuz I'm not all "Holy Roller" but church gets me ready to face the week I have ahead.

I feel like the devil is always trying to hinder my attempts to better myself and when I turn to God things just seem better. Sometimes God is the only thing getting me through my life.

Everything happens for a reason and God is on my side.
Crystal

Saturday...Oh, Saturday!

Just sitting here listening to Muse and wanting to beat my kid. How do parents deal with bad kids? I mean seriously. I always feel overly stressed because my kid never listens. I am always yelling and feel angry and I just don't know how to deal.

Actually I deal by reading books. I allow my self to get lost in another world, another time, another fantasy. Right now I am reading the Wicked series by Nancy Holder and Debbie Viguie. It's about these teenage witches who don't find out that they are witches until their senior year of high school. And they are thrown into the world of white and dark magic when they realize that someone is trying to kill them.

I'm addicted to books. I'd have to say that in the last 3 weeks I've spent over $300 dollars and bought over 40 books. That can't be healthy.

If you want to know about a certain book, just ask and I can tell you if I've read it and what I thought of it.

My kid this morning has already managed to get into my make up and rub lotion all over my toilet seat. Can you imagine sitting on a lotioned up toilet seat? ::SLIP!:: Not fun.

Ta Ta For Now.... Happy Reading!
Crystal